My Over Thought-out Thoughts

May 25

Guys, would you pay $6.97 for this mug? 
I totally wanna pay $6.97 for this mug. Imagine the look on someone’s face when you give them this mug. 

Guys, would you pay $6.97 for this mug? 

I totally wanna pay $6.97 for this mug. Imagine the look on someone’s face when you give them this mug. 

“If this class had a Facebook page, it would say ‘it’s complicated’” — Dr. John Cozza (BIS2C Course Coordinator)

May 18

mandarkslab:

this… this is truth.

WOAH. She was the teacher in Bridge to Terabithia, and she is a teacher in New Girl. And she referenced Bridge to Terabithia in New Girl. And Bridge to Terabithia made my friend cry when we watched it together. BOOM. Idk.

mandarkslab:

this… this is truth.

WOAH. She was the teacher in Bridge to Terabithia, and she is a teacher in New Girl. And she referenced Bridge to Terabithia in New Girl. And Bridge to Terabithia made my friend cry when we watched it together. BOOM. Idk.

(Source: 500daysofjeremy)

May 14

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Today is the most perfect day. Not that I had a really good day because I didn’t, I mean I probably failed my bio test, and I had work and lab all day, and ran off of two hours of sleep. But, the weather was perfect today. I wish it could be like this everyday, not too hot and not too cold.

I just want to get high all day everyday, but I have to study for stupid bio. Honestly, I hate plants so much. SO MUCH. Why do I need to know how they fertilize and when they go from diploid to haploid. Oh my gosh. I can’t do it. Plants do too many things for me to remember them all.

May 12

Guys, I got Employee of the Quarter yesterday. And I had to walk in front of people to be recognized for it and that’s why I hate getting awards. But other than that I feel really happy about getting it.

May 10

Today just wasn’t very pleasant. Please forgive me for the rant BUT

I was just depressed all day because last night was the last night of Camp A training and they showed a slide show of all the cool places everyone is about to go to, and everyone was all excited. And it just hit me how big of an opportunity I’m missing because I didn’t get a placement. And I feel like I will never get to explore the rest of the world, and fuuuuuuuck.

And then today I got a text from my sister saying that my grandma had another stroke, and that was all I could think about for the rest of the day. And I just feel sad and nervous and guilty. I was gonna go home last weekend because my grandma’s birthday was on cinco de mayo, but I decided to stay in Davis and get drunk instead. And I just feel like the worst person in the world. And I sort of cried as I was riding my bike home from work because I seriously just felt so depressed. 

Idk. Work isn’t as fun as it used to be and I always am squeezing in shifts during the day because my manager asks me to cover and I feel bad saying no. And I want to be done. WITH EVERYTHING. 

K sorry long rant. 

May 07

ofmgjfsds. I JUST WANT TO EAT CHOCOLATE AND CHOCOLATE AND MORE CHOCOLATE. MY SNICKERS BUNNY FROM EASTER IS STARING AT ME AND IDK WHAT TO DO.

I like to tell myself that I keep watching One Day every time it comes on HBO (like 5 times this weekend) because it has Jim Sturgess in it, and he is oh so attractive. But really, I think I’m just pathetic and hope that the ending will change. Or I have no life. Or all of the above.

May 06

Last night I had this dream and a little girl (I think she was my niece or my friend’s sister or something?) came running into my arms and asked me what happens to us when we die, and I didn’t know what to tell her because I didn’t want to scare her. I think I told her that our  bodies turn to ashes and they get spread all around the world, so in a way we live forever. And then a single tear slid down the little girl’s face, and it was so sad. And, I just hugged her, and told her not to be scared. It was the saddest strangest dream, and I’m pretty sure that in real life I asked my dad that question when I was really little. I just don’t know what to make of that dream.

Aww Miley looks so cute and womanly. I never knew she could look like this haha.

Aww Miley looks so cute and womanly. I never knew she could look like this haha.

(Source: thesuicidegirl, via drunkenteens)

May 04

Here is the lameness that is my diet blog http://nomoretacobell.tumblr.com/. I’ve had it for a week, and it is sort of helping me stick to my diet and exercise. Sort of.

I want to reread The Sisterhood of the Travelling Pants series. I don’t think I’ve changed all that much since the 7th grade.

May 01

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